Fear is a pretty scary thing, to be quite honest.
When it gets out of control, it ruins your life.
If you really want to do something, to accomplish it, to feel accomplished inside, but you are too afraid. Afraid you will mess up, afraid you will be laughed at, mocked. So you just do not do it. But, you are always left wondering…
“Would it really be that bad?” “Would I, somehow, be different if I had done that?”
“How much did I miss?”
If you are too scared to make some simple action, talking to someone, speaking out for something, going some place, one small thing. But then fear happens. Your brain goes to all the millions of things that might occur. But then, you lose the chance.
And there is more to question…
Whatever it is, whatever did not happen, there is always questioning, wondering, guessing, hoping. But the worst thing, the thing that nags you the most, that one big question that basically sums it all up.
“How much did I miss?” You missed it, you cannot go back. It will always be there, waiting to happen, but fear takes over and you play it safe. Too safe?
What if the world ended tomorrow, in the next hour, in the next five minutes?
How will i miss? How much have I missed already?
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