does not matter.

I’m really confused…

Maybe it’s because I’ve been tired all day, maybe it’s because of stress, but I just don’t get it. I just confuse myself many, many, many, many, MANY times about stuff that does not even matter in the real world. Today, in Morning Prayer they were talking about how people always go after stuff that is really not going to satisfy you. Certain clothes, shoes, friends, looks, a boy/girlfriend. Stuff that you don’t need but we all want it. And daily I chase after these things thinking “Oh, well if I just have *fill in the blank*, then *fill in the blank* will happen and I’ll be so much more *fill in the blank*, and I have trouble realizing that I don’t need those things so complete myself in any way. Most people are aware of all of this already, but I’m just angry and confused and tired of all of this.